February 2012
Oh can’t you tell I haven’t slept very well since the last time that we spoke.
I’m so scared.
I feel like I’m sitting watching my life pass by. Getting worried and upset about things I can’t change. And hating myself for the mistakes I’ve made, and for the things I wish I’d never done.
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I feel hurt, let down, lost, embarrassed, ashamed, stupid, sad.
I’ve lost everything, I loose more every day.
I’m at my lowest point.
I would love for someone to try and make this day any worse. I hate my family and I hate how I can’t fix any of their problems. I wish I could go home but lets be honest I’m not even welcome there.
Worst day in a long time.
Falling asleep to Mayday Parade, ADTR and Sleeping With Sirens.
Perfect.